...since I have last posted and thought I should put something up here for you all to read. Life has been somewhat crazy with 4 kids at home full time. With school and trying to keep the entertained, its a lot of work.
I have testing for a job with the county on the 18th and I am really hoping I get this job. I am praying and believing that this job is mine. I am thanking God everyday for this job and I know if it is the right one, it will be mine. God knows our situations, even when we don't think he is paying attention. He knows we are struggling and hurting and that we need change in our life. It is hard, extremely hard, to have faith when all you want to do is give up. Everything seems hopeless and nothing seems like it will ever be the same again.
God has given me a lot of insight into my thinking that have opened my eyes lately. I have probably mentioned some of them in this blog, but he keeps reminding me of them. So today, I am making a new plan for my life and a new schedule for our lives as a family. I need to give it all up to God and trust that he will provide what we need. He is truly a faithful God, if we give him the chance to be. I struggle daily to remind myself that He is there for me and that He is the only one I need to look up to and have faith in.
We have to remind ourselves that these hopeless feelings, these negative thoughts, the lies that nothing will ever be right again, are NOT from God, but they are from Satan, who doesn't want us to prosper, who wants to fail at all costs. God does, but he does require that we have faith.
Until the next scribble.....
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